Issues

"Issues" is the name of one of the recent UN1TE Dance Company sets. But I've been experiencing other issues today.

This isn't a tech blog. If the issues I was having were technical, I'd at least have some sort of solid faith that these problems could be solved. Instead, this is an emotional matter.

I've tried and tried to put my own artistic voice into my dance company, and I am constantly rejected. I'm at a point where I feel like giving up. I make sacrifices for the team, but some people don't recognize that. It's not that I don't understand the whole "for the good of the team" ethic, but I can't contribute to the team if I feel crushed by it. And the one person I thought would understand isn't helping - rather, she's part of the problem.

I'm being deliberately vague so as to not hurt anyone's feelings. The team is full of amazing people. I'm just in a bad position right now, and need a way to vent...

I wish I was a kid again and didn't have to deal with this shit.